Sevlow1800

Should i Contradict my own beliefs by saying i hate my art style because its not getting better very quickly, yet then tell others that i hate it when they copy another artist's style and merge it with their own, making them even better faster than i could possibly imagine? @_@  IDK, i just dont like it that I cant get better, and all these people around me are, but they are taking tutorials or just copying off of their fave artists until they have that style perfected...then they're better than me, even if they started out MUCH worse. I hate my art style, yet im proud of it, because I gained this style through hard work and Trial and Error,

My art style isnt the best, i know. but i really try my best with everything i do. ALOT of my art is done with a mouse, and thats like...mebbe...95% of it. the rest is done with straight up pen. no guidelines or nothing, just Pen, from head to toe. Im probably going to do something along the lines of...if you have a favorite Disney Animal Character...would you like to see me try to draw them? i can even try making a small and floppy character into a muscleman or something ^^ who ever thought about seeing King Mickey from KH all buffed up? XD anyways, i might do that, and if anyone here has any ideas for something like that, dont hesita

Im feeling like total shit right now cuz i have these seriously deep cuts in my emotional circuitry. I dont like feeling Jealous of others, but its inevitable. I get on FA and i see all over...Gift Art for BLAH, Christmas Gift for BLAH, its neverending, but not a one for me. T_T I did a 12 Days of Christmas, 12 days of drawing for friends and newly met people, and i get nothing back for it, besides a few thanks and one person who complained that their char was not drawn with the right body type, even tho i went by a Commission he got at a con for a ref. I seem to draw alot, having over 500 submissions on my FA account, i draw my own pics a